Self responsibility

Ok, self responsibility is difficult. As you can see by the length of time since my last post. This blog started as part of my habit forming. I am grown tired of myself as well as others. By blogging I will be able do both but in the best way keep myself responsible. 

This blog was going to be a rant against society. However, it is going to become something of what I really want which is to hopefully have a discussion with you. I truly believe today society is very polarized so it is very difficult to hold a real conversation about anything. 

I have learned through experience that people go through times, especially as youth, where we are polarized. The question is how do we teach ourselves about dualism. Where we are open to both sides even when we have strong beliefs and feelings about something. I have been doing a lot of watching, reading and listening to different things about habits and a variety of topics. I have found some strong feelings a raised where I disagreed or did not care for the language being used but was able to still pay attention. 

One thing that I have been doing is learning about “mindfulness.” There have been some things mentioned about meditation that I have disagreed with but have still learned from the talks and sessions. Gaining mindfulness is a great way to improve responsibility. It allows me to see what happening just a little bit clearer. I have not been doing it for long but can see some improvement in my habits.